Three

Two was always my most favorite number, until she came along.
She made me realize that me and wife's love began in the Third month of the year.
Our love is now three years old.
I became a dad the third day of the year.
We are now a family of three.
And so, three is my favorite number from now on.

Thank you lord for this sweet present you gifted us with, god bless her.

Finally found my Utopia, and this is where I'm staying (Part 6)

After finishing our delicious meal, she said "I can't keep my eyes open, but I won't be able to get any sleep here in the wild." I replied "I'll stay up and watch over you, don't worry", she smiled and laid on her side and said "Good night", I smiled back and said "Sweet dreams", she smiled again, but a bigger one this time and closed her eyes, took a deep breath and slept like a little baby.

I kept watching her as she fell asleep, smiling the most beautiful smile I've ever seen, like an angel, I kept watching her all night and didn't take my eyes off her, even though I was very tired and was in great need to sleep, but her sight was more important to me than sleeping.

The morning came, the birds started singing, she opened her eyes and saw me looking at her, she smiled, I smiled back to her, "Good morning sunshine" I said, "Good morning to you too" she replied, she kept looking at me, left an eye brow, and said "Haven't you got any sleep?", I stumbled and said "Mmmm, no I couldn't sleep, I had to stay up and watch over us from the wild", she left her eye brow further more, smiled and said "OK", like she was not convinced or she felt that I was watching her all night, I looked away and took a deep breath, looked back at her, and said "I'll go get us something to eat", she laughed and said "And I'll go wash my face at the river", I shouted "NO!!", she stared at me and said "What?", I said "Don't go there! It'll take you away!", she smiled and said "You fear for me?", I tumbled, looked away and said "I'll go get us some food".

I went into the forest, started collecting vegetables and fruits to eat, gathered as much as I can, and went back to her, I looked for her where we were sitting but didn't find her, I feared that she has left me for a second, then I heard her singing that amazing song once again, and just like last time, mesmerized, and drown to her sound, and there she was swimming in the lake, she looked at me and said "Welcome back, come join me" I smiled at her and said "I got us food, come eat", she said "Come join me for a swim, then we'll eat", I replied "I don't want to upset the water fall", she said "Don't worry, I told him about it, he trusts you now, as I do", I smiled, took off my clothes, and jumped into the lake.

We kept swimming and playing in the water for hours, not taking notice of the time, as it didn't exist, until we got really tired, and really hungry, she said "Let's eat", I agreed, we went out and started eating without even wiping the water of our bodies, I kept looking at her, stealing a look every minute, trying not to let her notice that I'm staring at her, she looked so beautiful, the drops of the water her body was making her sparkle like a diamond, her hair was curly and shinning, like the waves of the ocean in a stormy night.

Without looking at me, she said "Stop staring at me", I instantly looked away and said "I'm not, why would I", she laughed and said "I'm full", "Me too" I replied, "We should get back to the kingdom, I have been away for too long, my guard will be worried, and the carnival is about to start, and I have to be there to open it", "Carnival?" I asked, "Yeah, we do it every year to celebrate the new born people that have joined the kingdom, they do all sorts of activities and games, it's really fun, my favorite part of the year" she replied, I rapidly said "What are we waiting for then? Let's go!".

I took her hand and started running through the forest, like little children running in a playground, nothing to worry about, not thinking about anything except having fun, not worrying about anything, we kept running and laughing as if the world was ours..

*Happy Birthday My Love, My Life, My Dearest Wife*

Finally found my Utopia, and this is where I'm staying (Part 5)

She kept staring at me for a few minutes with that amazing smile on her face, and all out of the sudden, the waterfall started pouring faster, louder, like it was angry! Then she screamed: "NO! I don't want to go! Let me stay!", the water wrapped around her like a rope and started pulling her down inside the lake.

I froze for a second not believing what I was seeing, then I said to myself: "Why are you standing there! Help her!", I jumped into the lake, swam towards her, she was starting to fade out of view into the lake, her hand only what left above the surface. I caught her hand and started pulling her back up, but the force pulling her down was far greater than mine, as hard as I tried, I couldn't manage to get her back to the surface, the both of us started going down instead, she stopped fighting, put her other hand on mine, and she started letting go of me, looking at me with a look that is telling me: "Let me go", I nodded with my head rejecting her request, grasped to her hand harder than before, pulled her towards me, and started swimming to the surface with a fast base, until the rope wrapping her broke lose, and I managed to get her to the surface, and back to the shore of the lake.

Once we got to the shore, I dragged both myself and her to get the two of us as far as we could from the lake, I tried to get further, but I wore out, and we both fell out of consciousness few steps away from the shore. I came back to after a few, but she was still out, I carried her and laid her down away from the lake, then I went into the forest, collected some wood branches, went back, and made some fire to dry her up and make her worm. I sat beside her, looking at her, waiting for her to wake up, I kept looking at her for so long, not getting tired, not even getting drowsy, it was like looking at her was giving a strange strength.

She woke up, looked at me, and smiled, I smiled back and said: "Welcome back sleepy head", she said: "Where am I?", I replied: "Beside the lake", she jumped and shouted: "What? How did you? That's impossible!", I said: "What are you talking about? What did happen anyway? What was that pulling you down?", "I honestly don't know, whenever there's a sign of danger near me while I'm swimming in this lake, the waterfall pulls me down and I wake up in my bed. My protector, you can call it that I guess" she replied. She stayed silent for a few seconds, looked at me and said: "Why did you pull me out?", I said: " You were drowning! What was I supposed to do? Let you drown?", she laughed, and said: "I'm hungry", I laughed and said: "Me too, I'll be right back", "Where are you going?" she asked, "Getting us something to eat". She smiled and said: "OK, just don't take too long."

I went on my hunting trip, holding a piece of wood in my hand, and I saw a rabbit jumping around, I waited for it to stop and I threw the wooden piece on it, and bam! Right on the target. I picked it up and went back to her, she was sitting beside the fire warming her hand, once she saw me she smiled and said: "Hey! Food! What did you bring us?", I said: "A rabbit!", "I never ate a rabbit before, I don't know what it tastes like!", I sat beside her and started cleaning it, smiled and said:"Would you believe me if I told you never have I? Well, every time have a first time", she laughed and said: "Yeah, well I guess you're right".

I finished cleaning it, stuck it to a branch, and started grilling it on the fire. We kept talking for a while about ourselves, our past, our thoughts, we shared a lot, until the rabbit was ready and we started eating. It tasted like chicken mixed with meat, so strange, yet so delicious, we both loved it and ate it all.

*Happy First Anniversary My Love*

Finally found my Utopia, and this is where I'm staying (Part 4)

I started walking toward the city not knowing where I'm going, I kept on walking for too long but the city didn't seem to get any closer.

After a while, I got tired of walking, so I decided to take a rest under the shadow of a tree, I sat on the grass and rest my back on that tree. The cool wind made me relax and I fell asleep.

I woke up on a beautiful singing voice. I stood up and started walking toward that voice, when I got closer the voice sounded clearer and I started hearing the sound of water falling down.

Finally, I found the source of the sounds, a waterfall so high I couldn't see the edge of it, falling into a lake so pure you can see the fishes Swimming down at the bottom of it, bouncing fishes jumping every where in it, the sun light reflecting on it resulting in a breath taking view of small rainbows all over that lake, surrounding it lilium flowers all around, and a small breeze of air hissing like music moving them back and forth, making it look like a dance of ballet..

There she was, swimming in the middle of the lake singing a very familiar song even though I never heard it before, and so amazing even though I didn't understand a word of it. The song hypnotized me and made me move closer to the lake unintentionally, until I reached the shores of the lake, the singing stopped and got replaced with a scream..

She stared at me for a few seconds, I was waiting for the reprimand, but instead she asked: "how did you get here? No one knows how to get to this place.. No one can get to this place!" I instantly answered: "I followed your song", and then she smiled.

*Happy Birthday My Love*

Do you beleive in Telepathy?

Wikipedia: "Telepathy (from the Greek τηλε, tele meaning "distant" and πάθη, pathe meaning "affliction, experience"), is the transfer of information on thoughts or feelings between individuals by means other than the "five classic senses" (See Psi). A telepath would be a person with the paranormal ability to read others' thoughts and mental contents. Telepathy is one kind of extrasensory perception which, along with psychokinesis, forms the main topics of parapsychological research."

When you call someone and they say I was just going to call you, or say I was just thinking about you!
When you, out of no reason, get scared for someone dear to you, and it turns out that something IS wrong with that person.
When you feel this person is good or evil, even if it's the first time you meet.
When a mother know something is wrong with one of her children.
When a twin brother hurts when his brother hurts.
When you talk to someone without saying a word...

Do you beleive in Telepathy?

Finally found my Utopia, and this is where I'm staying (Part 3)

I woke up finding myself in a purple room, lying in a huge bed, tucked in a feathery sheet, the feel of the sheet on my face made me wake up with a smile on my face, but after a few seconds I came back to reality, wondering where am I, wondering how I got here, and wondering what happened!! A butler came into the room..

"Good morning sir! Hope you had a good sleep! The queen is waiting for you downstairs so you have breakfast together. The bathroom is from this door, and you can find clothes to suit you in this closet." And he left before I had the chance to ask or even say a word.

I got out of bed after multiple attempts, because of the amazing feeling of that sheet, went into the bathroom, took a nice shower, went out, opened the closet to get something to wear, and there was the shock! All the cloths are my size exactly my style, and all are blue! Was it just a coincidence or did they know that this is my size and this my color?!

I put on some clothes and went to the balcony to take some fresh air, once I opened the balcony door I mesmerized, I was looking at a city I have never seen anything like it before, the grass, the gardens, the streets, the buildings, they all looked perfect, a real Utopia! I stayed mesmerized at the view for a few minutes, then the butler came in, "The queen is very upset from you for not having breakfast with her" I startled and asked, "She had breakfast already? I wasn't that late!", "Dinner is at noon, you better not be late on her majesty again or she'll be really upset" he replied while walking to the door, "Dinner is downstairs in the dinning room after 30 minutes" he said before closing the door. I shouted, "30 minutes!! You've just had breakfast!!", the butler paused for a second then said: "The day is 9 hours long my friend".

I stared for a few seconds, then I realized that this star is small and the day is shorter than any other place I've been before, way much shorter..

I woke up from my shock and went out of the room, I decided to tour myself in this huge castle, I found a lot of doors, all of them were locked except one, I opened it and went inside, behind that door was a room filled with perfect white, pink and red roses, filled all over the room, and in the middle of that room was a table with a golden box on it, the glow of that box drew me to get close to it, I walked towards that table, reached for the box and opened it, and before seeing what was inside I heard the queen shouting "How did you get in here?! Guards! Throw this theif out of my castle!! THROW HIM OUT OF MY KINGDOM!!" and in a second two guards carried me, took me out of the castle, and threw me out and locked the gates on me.

I ran back to the gates and shouted "What did I do, I didn't steal anything, I was just intreged! I wasn't going to take anything, I swear!", I looked up, I saw the queen looking down on me from the balcony with a mad, yet sad face, then she turned away and went back inside.

I kept on begging the guard to let me back in, to at least let me talk to the queen, I'll let her understand, I'll convince her that I wasn't intending to steal anything, I was just curious! But the guards replied with nothing but silence. I gave up on them listening to me, so I turned my back, faced that huge city, and sighed "Now what?!"

A Thank You Letter

For giving me a reason to live once again

For making me care for myself and everyone else once again

For making me trust myself and everyone else once again, and even more than before

For loving me even in my worst states, and with all my flaws

For forgiving me long before I even forgive myself

For being the voice of reason in my head

For taking me off the wrong path and setting me back on the right track

For granting me the privilege to enter the Utopia you are

For making me find my way home

For sweetening my life

For believing in me

For wanting me

For trusting me

For loving me

For being me

Thank you