A Thank You Letter

For giving me a reason to live once again

For making me care for myself and everyone else once again

For making me trust myself and everyone else once again, and even more than before

For loving me even in my worst states, and with all my flaws

For forgiving me long before I even forgive myself

For being the voice of reason in my head

For taking me off the wrong path and setting me back on the right track

For granting me the privilege to enter the Utopia you are

For making me find my way home

For sweetening my life

For believing in me

For wanting me

For trusting me

For loving me

For being me

Thank you

Finally found my Utopia, and this is where I'm staying (Part 2)

Without even thinking, I jumped into my ship, fixed it, set the destination to that star, and started my journey.

During my journey, I passed by all the places I have once been, met all the people I once met, whenever I see any of them, they all told me the same thing: "Something is diffrent about you", "something has changed in you", "you look happy, "why are you shinning like that?", the only reply I had for them: "a distant shinning star is calling out for me and I am complying the call"

I kept on my journey, put the speed at it's max, tried to reach that star as soon as I can, I couldn't wait to get there, to be there, to live there for the rest of my life. Sadly, my journey wasn't as easy as I thought it would be, a lot of obstacles crossed my way, shooting stars tried to bring me and my ship down, other planets kept throwing magnetic signals towards the ship causing my compass to spin like crazy in hopes to make me lose my path, while the sun directed all its energy and all its heat at me! I evaded those shooting stars, I had my star's light guiding me so I didn't care for the compass, as for the sun's heat, the ship felt like hell, I felt like I was melting, but I didn't care, I had my eyes on that star and I felt like nothing can hurt me, nothing will stop me from getting there.

Three months, three days, and three nights have passed. I haven't eaten a thing in days, the air in the ship ran out, I started to lose my focus, I lost control of my ship and myself! I can see the star, I can almost touch it! I got into a battle with my eyes, trying to keep them open, but it was a battle I lost, I gave up.. I fainted..

A scent like no other I have ever smelled, and a slap on the face, brought me back. I opened my eyes to something I have never seen before, not in my life and not even in my dreams! The most beautiful angel smiling at my face, shining so hard like a pure white crystal in the light of the sun. "I've been waiting for you.. Welcome home".

I inhaled a deep breathe of her scent, I felt like something was moving inside of me, fixing me, healing me! I fell into sleep, I slept as if I have never slept before, dreaming, smiling, like a baby in his mother's arms.